it goes on and on and on and on
there isn’t a beginning
there isn’t an ending
it just forever was, and forever will be
Ana, that little friend of yours
she’s one with you
you were born with her in you
and you will die with her in you
she’ll push you away from all your other friends
because she’s jealous
she’ll push you to the limits you have never reached
because she loves danger
death is a simple goal for Ana
that fucking friend of yours, that part of you
the part of you that wants to die
the part of you that will fight for your right to suffer
fight for your right to die
that’s ana right there
your best and worst friend
best because
you want her, you need her, you’re so used to being with her that you can’t imagine life without her. she never left you alone, she was always there.
the worst because
she never left you alone. she bugged you and bugged you until you budged and gave in to your demons. you want her to leave. but she’s the worst because she never will.
it’s a good thing you’re used to being with ana
because she won’t go
she’ll never go
